Memoir Of A Soul Once Broken
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”Of how a soul once broken became whole again.”
For @alanad, @samuel_dcosta and @introvertwriter and for anyone of you who might be reading this and are going through some hard times right now. It does get better, even if you can’t see it right now. My DMs are open for each one of you.

Memoir Of A Soul Once Broken

Dear me,

Dear me, I know it’s tough.

Dear me, I know it’s tough. It always is.

Dear me, I know it’s tough. It always is. It’s always been.

But after all the hardships I went through in life,

But after all the hardships I went through in life, I decided I’d be a bit more selfish for a change.

I decided

I’d remind myself that

The most beautiful form of art

The most beautiful form of art Always blooms

The most beautiful form of art Always blooms Through despair

And that thus,

And that thus, I

And that thus, I was

And that thus, I was art.

Only through despair, we’re truly able to write out our hearts on paper,

Only through despair, we’re truly able to write out our hearts on paper, If we allow ourselves to.

I decided I would write myself out on paper more often,

I decided I would write myself out on paper more often, And for once,

I decided I would write myself out on paper more often, And for once, I could finally feel that I,

I decided I would write myself out on paper more often, And for once, I could finally feel that I, I,

I decided I would write myself out on paper more often, And for once, I could finally feel that I, I, I was fine.

No need for elaborated words, or concepts.

No need for elaborated words, or concepts. Sometimes, all we need is three simple words:

“You are beautiful”

“You are beautiful” “You deserve more”

“You are beautiful” “You deserve more” “I get you”

“You are beautiful” “I love you” “You deserve more” “I get you”

“You are beautiful” “I love you” “You deserve more” “I get you” “I am here”

Many of the important things in life are only expressed by

Many of the important things in life are only expressed by Three

Many of the important things in life are only expressed by Three Simple

Many of the important things in life are only expressed by Three Simple Words.

But most of the times, we only hear these words from others

But most of the times, we only hear these words from others And never gently caress ourselves with those same words

But most of the times, we only hear these words from others And never gently caress ourselves with those same words by telling them ourselves

But most of the times, we only hear these words from others And never gently caress ourselves with those same words by telling them ourselves to our own soul, Incredulous that we might really be in need of hearing them from us.

Denying our soul a comfort it longs for since so long...

As I said,

As I said, many of the important things in life are only expressed by

As I said, many of the important things in life are only expressed by Three

As I said, many of the important things in life are only expressed by Three Simple

As I said, many of the important things in life are only expressed by Three Simple Words.

But sometimes, we don’t really need to hear them from others.

We need to tell ourselves those words

We need to tell ourselves those words And gently caress our own soul with them.

I am beautiful.

I am beautiful. I deserve more.

I am beautiful. I deserve more. I understand myself.

I am beautiful. I deserve more. I understand myself. I love myself.

I am beautiful. I deserve more. I understand myself. I love myself. I am fine.

Sometimes,

Sometimes, We only need to bottle up the courage of telling ourselves

Sometimes, We only need to bottle up the courage of telling ourselves words

Sometimes, We only need to bottle up the courage of telling ourselves words That sound so strange

Sometimes, We only need to bottle up the courage of telling ourselves words That sound so strange when told by our own voice

Sometimes, We only need to bottle up the courage of telling ourselves words That sound so strange when told by our own voice to our own soul.

But it’s the only way we can stop fighting our broken parts

But it’s the only way we can stop fighting our broken parts And instead,

But it’s the only way we can stop fighting our broken parts And instead, start loving them despite it all.

It’s the only way we can

It’s the only way we can Put down the guns we’re pointing at ourselves,

It’s the only way we can Put down the guns we’re pointing at ourselves, Make amends with our soul,

It’s the only way we can Put down the guns we’re pointing at ourselves, Make amends with our soul, Make our hearts whole again.

And I know,

And I know, that you’re strong enough to do it.

And I know, that you’re strong enough to do it. Now, you only need to remind yourself that you are.

Sincerely,

Sincerely, A Soul Once Broken,

Sincerely, A Soul Once Broken, Who Later In Life

Sincerely, A Soul Once Broken, Who Later In Life Found Herself.

A MESSAGE FOR @alanad, @samuel_dcosta, @introvertwriter and everyone who might struggling right now:

A MESSAGE FOR @alanad, @samuel_dcosta, @introvertwriter and everyone who might struggling right now: Sometimes, what we miss the most, and also without noticing, it’s love coming from ourselves to give to ourselves and ourselves only. Self-love.

In life, I found out self-love is the hardest type of love to give, because it never happens between two people; there’s no one who will give first and then wait to receive from the other.

It’s only one person, only one, and that person is us, who is conflicted within themselves because it always gives out love to others (which is wonderful, by the way), but at the same time, never gives themselves and receives from our own self that same love.

Because no matter how hard and passionately other people try to support us and try to help us through these dark phases of our life, it’s love coming from us that we miss.

It’s words like “you will be fine”, “you can get through this” said by ourselves that we miss. Because we might be hearing them from others and appreciate them too, but never make them truly ours until we say them ourselves to us.

That’s why sometimes, we need to take another step further, even if it feels uncomfortable at first, and start talking to us, defining ourselves and that we’re worth it, that this is only temporary, that after all, no matter how bad today we feel, tomorrow it will be better and the next day, again, happiness might finally knock at our door.

Because trust me,

Because trust me, it does get better. It’s a slow process, and painful at times too, but it does.

Because trust me, it does get better. It’s a slow process, and painful at times too, but it does. It gets better. Even if you can’t see it right now.

I have never been through depression, but I had my fair share of very bad and saddening experiences, so I know what you are going through. My DMs are always open, for each one of you who might need someone to talk to. Thank you for reading this.

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