I had thought I could trust you
Yet you don't believe how he would grab me and force me down How he would tell me that the world would be better without me being in it Those moments when he looks at me and all he says is
You and I We have always been best friends Yet you still speak to him You treat him as if Nothing has ever happened As if Nothing has ever happened to me
"Get over it"
You say As you hold your boyfriend's hand and I try to tell you once again What he's done to me The boy you are friends with Something which painfully passes over my tongue
"You're not telling the truth"
You take me for a liar? After I've given you proof? I thought I could trust you
I thought I could trust you
I wish I were dead And you only had him Or you were placed in my shoes Bearing witness to his terrible sacrifice Of my will to go on And then when the sky opens up Bringing about morning
Maybe no one would believe you either
Maybe Maybe we weren't meant to be friends anyway.