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kellydenairuich
kellydenairuich Writer/Poet/Mother, 25F, United States
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I don’t know who I am, but I know I’m not the same, I know who you are, and you’re all to blame, you’re running through my veins, and when you whisper my name, I know who I want to be,

Want to Try

I don’t know who I am, but I know I’m not the same, I know who you are, and you’re all to blame,

you’re running through my veins, and when you whisper my name, I know who I want to be,

I want to be better,

I want to be the best there ever was, I want to be perfect

for you, because you deserve better,

I’m so tired of the sadness, the desperate loneliness, all the frustration, you have nothing to do with this, it’s not your fault,

I’m fed up with myself, I would’ve left me long ago, I can’t run from myself,

it gets worse when I’m alone,

then you’re home,

everything’s lighter, it feels so much brighter, like I was in pain but you made it go away, it’s sounds a little insane, but since you I’ve never been the same,

you make me better, I want to be better, I want to be different for you,

my brain doesn’t agree, my anxiety won’t let me be, I’m trying so incredibly hard, you make me try harder, when all I want is to give up, all you do is look my way, kiss my forehead,

or hold me when I sleep,

and I want to try,

it’s difficult but I try, every day fighting the lies my mind plants in my heart, trying so desperately to tear me apart,

I won’t let it win,

you’re worth more than anything bad that has ever happened, I won’t give in, because I feel in my heart,

We aren’t meant to be apart.

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