Today I am sad The tears they flow Im carrying a lead weight that will never go.
Today I am happy Today I feel fine Today I feel in charge of my mind
Today I laugh I laugh till I cried This is the first time I laughed since you died
Today the fogs back The pain its still real Today I wish I was unble to feel.
Tomorrow is unknown The day I will have I dont know if I'll wake happy or sad.
I'm on a rollercoaster The next twist unknown The feeling of loss is out of control