sometimes it will really just hit you a sudden crash or a vacuum in your throat suddenly sucks up all your air and there's nothing
sometimes it will really just hit you
a sudden crash
or a vacuum in your throat suddenly sucks up all your air
and there's nothing
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keiraswords
keiraswords slam poet, aspiring novelist
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my depression is all around me and consuming me.
my personality disorder is a burden that only writing has helped relieve.
artwork by sarlisart on tumblr.

sometimes it will really just hit you a sudden crash or a vacuum in your throat suddenly sucks up all your air and there's nothing

sometimes it feels like your heart is getting smaller like with every detail you remember, little parts of you are being ground into dust and all you can taste is ash just a grey nothing in your nose mouth and chest

i've been trying to find my grey area something that didn't hurt like i was burning alive or shining like i've absorbed the whole entire sun i couldn't figure out how to feel less than so much but nothing is so much worse

i feel a constant pain it's just my life draining from me it's my love leaving me with every breath i have been lost in the pressure on my chest i don't know if it will stop when i've been emptied enough or if i’ll live with a tsunami crashing into me each time i try to think

it's best to sit very still as not to remind yourself that you're a person blend in with the dark room and never come out until the thoughts have become puddles with ripples of memory you won't be crushed with

you must turn it all into something smaller than you feel become a giant, grow bigger than the weight in your heart

ignore the pain pretend it's someone else's not today though i can't be big today

i think i need to stay and feel the pain

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