Tell me why I feel so sad
Tell me why I want to leave all my friends
Tell me why I got bored with my closest one, bothered even
Tell me why I want to leave
Tell me why I want to vanish even if I've tried my hardest sticking it through
Tell me why I want a new life
Europe, I want to go to Europe and housesit
I want to meet their dog and walk it
I want to live alone and forget about my life right now
I don't want me.
I don't want this.
I don't want that.
I want to finally graduate because that's when people split apart from everyone else and it's accepted.
I want to delete my Instagram when I graduate.
I'm going to disappear.
I am a magician. Full of tricks, easily able to do. I could know you for years but still vanish.
I play my cards the way I want to, that doesn't mean they're right.