I'm tired of this war in my head
My mind makes me think I'd be better of dead
Nobody would miss me not my mom or dad
Nobody would notice that I've been dead inside for years
I don't see what the point of living is anymore
Why can't I just shut this door to my past
It haunts me everyday I can't do this
Why should I have to keep fighting for a life I don't want to live?
To give up would me a dream come true to me .
The thoughts in my head are crushing my will to live
They are closing in on my last piece of hope and strength and beginning to crush it
Don't know how to stop it besides to end it all
Life is so much pain and confusion I just want to be at peace