I feel so numb
Why did I trust you?
I feel so dumb
I thought you were real
I opened up to you after a big struggle
I thought you cared about me and my feelings
Ive been proven wrong you don’t care
It didn’t even cross your mind how it would affect me
We were laughing one night mine were real laughs
I'm not sure about yours
You led me on thinking it was all okay
When you knew the havoc your were gonna release
My life isnt the same it never will be
You hurt me, my family and friends
I considered you a mother figure to me
Clearly my mistake -don't worry I learned my lesson
The fact you don't care how I feel is like your killing me
Stabbing my heart over and over
Is one blindsided blow not enough for you?
Do you need to hurt me more to feel satisfied?
Im left here questioning why
While you are out
Living your life
I understand now i'm not good enough for you
Were your words ever true and genuine?
Should I believe all the “advice” you gave me?
This is the worst hurt by far
It's so debilitating
In a coffin is where I wish I was laying
Betrayal is a bitch and so are you
I'll just have to go get stitched
The pain in my heart had to be released
I've made a cut deep enough to release the pain
But I can never release it all
Your betrayal cut me in two
Now i'm unsure if I can power through
Would it even be worth it?
The pain will never be invisible to me
The mistakes are so unrelenting
So I guess this is my ending, goodbye life and “friends”