I look to the left and see my past
I focus on everything I have done wrong
Everyone I have Hurt
Everyone who has hurt me
All of the trials I have survived
All of the scars I have accumulated.
Then I look to the right and see what my future can be
I See a family
I see dogs
I see children
I see God
I see everything I want my life to be
But then I look in the mirror and all I see is me
I am in the middle of my life
and the choice to continue weighs on my shoulders
Do I want to continue or stay stuck in the middle?