Do you ever feel like your drowning?
Like the pain is consuming every ounce of who you are
You can't escape yet u try
You feel like you'll never win so you give up
You let the darkness take over and at this point you don't even know who you are anymore
Are you alive?
Are you dead?
Is anything even real
Why am I still alive I ask myself?
My body is tingling the darkness has taken over all of me and I can't escape
I want to cry but I can't
I want to die but I can't
I want to feel okay
But I'm not
And the worst part is I don't know why I feel like this
I can't stop it
This is depression
This is what I live with and it's slowly killing me every day.