Self-Harm is a very serious and addicting disease. I have struggled with it for nearly 8 years and im nearly 6 months clean.
But just because i’m nearly 6 months clean does NOT mean all the urges have gone away or that it's easy.
Recovering from self harm is one of the HARDEST things i have ever had to do but IM DOING IT!!! and you can too Recovery is an EVERYDAY battle to not reach for the blade and cut.
to not bring the blade to school. to give up the thing you have relied so heavily on for years. i used to cut up to 10 times each. day. with up to 100 cuts each time.
that’s nearly 1000 cuts every single day and the scars i have from it will never go away. i am recovering i am improving but it is NEVER easy.
One of the biggest things that helped me recover was God and a strong support system. Some people struggling with self harm don't have a support system so i want to give u that.
My inbox is always open and i do not care if it is 1am or 5sm or 2pm i will stay up all night to keep you from self harming or killing yourself if that's what it takes.
There IS hope for recovery. YOU ARE STRONG. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL . YOU DO NOT DESERVE THE PAIN.
YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS AND YOU MOST DEFINITELY NOT ALONE!!! My inbox is always open and heck i’ll even give u my direct phone number if u want to call any time of the night.
I’m here for you no matter what. please put down the blade please pick up the phone and call or text me or somebody anybody.
It is NOT worth it so please just put down the blade and i promise you we will get through this TOGETHER!!