I tried so hard, so may times.. all this times I failed and than I cried.. but I got up, with the thought in my mind.. I can do it for my mom..
I was stronger than I'm now.. every trip makes me feel frail.. now I lay in the bed thinking what's going to be now.. will I ever get up, with the same thought in my mind??
Should I give up or should I fight should I walk and show the world that I can? or should I just end it, this night.. I need an answer, please help me now..
I go to sleep with the thought in my mind.. will I be able to face it, to make it.. it's hard but I'm trying.. still trying.. I'm killing myself slowly and slowly..
I'm laying in my bed, waiting for the time.. when I'll finally be able so get up, with the thought in my mind.. that I can.. I can..
I failed.. but now I'm good.. in the place where I'll never have to get up.
Should I give up or should I fight.. should I walk and show the world that I can? or should I just end it, this night.. I need an answer, please help me now..
Please don't worry.. it's ok.. I'm in a good place now.. I'm not failing anymore.. I don't struggle anymore.. the thought in my mind are clear now.. I don't need to fight no more.. no more..
my body is slowly dying peace by peace.. my soul is somewhere there around this place.. i don't need an answer.. I'm happy now..