I never thought I’d make it this far.
That my life wouldn’t end from various methods of watching my blood pour from my veins.
I guess I was wrong.
Sometimes beliefs are skewed.
And until recently I still believed those things.
I guess I’ve changed.
It took years of pondering and being alone,
And a best friend that pushed me without trying to.
I guess I fell in love.
I fought so hard.
And maybe way too much.
I guess I lost him.
And now here I am.
Nothing holding me back.
I guess I am free.