by By Ann
"If you want to be a good writer, you have to know yourself first. Even the dark bits, Ash"
Manson said this to me before giving me a yellow pill, he said that it was time I started to explore the darkness within me.
He said that when he opened my legs. He said that everytime I would wake up dreched on my own sweat.
He would say this nonchalantly, ignoring my tears.
"Embrace the pain, Ash"
I fucking hate the nickname Ash.