Writing pt.1

by By Ann

"If you want to be a good writer, you have to know yourself first. Even the dark bits, Ash"

Manson said this to me before giving me a yellow pill, he said that it was time I started to explore the darkness within me.

He said that when he opened my legs. He said that everytime I would wake up dreched on my own sweat.

He would say this nonchalantly, ignoring my tears.

"Embrace the pain, Ash"

I fucking hate the nickname Ash.