Suppressing Myself
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The tendrils of the dark hold onto my arms They hold onto my mouth

Suppressing Myself

The tendrils of the dark hold onto my arms

They hold onto my mouth

They cover my eyes

My screams are muffled

My pain is hidden behind the void that is this monster's arms

I try to write, for trying to speak is pointless

Gripping the pen like it is my last attempt of a life

Ink hits paper, staining like a murder scene

My heart is splayed out onto parchment

My soul is used as the ink

The pen is part of my body

Restricted I struggle to express, to find comfort and support

I scream internally to save myself the only way I know how

I am drowning in the tendrils darkness

It speaks, of how lazy, how pathetic I am

The darkness brings up all my regrests

The pain of losing friends and family

It shows me how much I fail

I can feel the darkness winning

It chains me down, makes everything I want to do seem so much harder

Every time I close my eyes it's their whispering words into my skin

Drowning my heart with pain

I am lost and I am afraid I can't go back.

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