She's beautiful. Because of that, I turn into a terrified puddle. No shape.
What do I say to this adoring creature. Hello? Hiya? Want to see my penis?
How does this even work? Lets say I say Hi. Lets say we even have some sort of pleasant conversation.
I'm broke. This is how it ends because I can't invite out anywhere, and I can't invite her to my house. It's disrespectful. To her and my roommate.
I like not doing anything. Does that mean I'll be alone?
I have a deep desire for connection. To be cared about. To be wanted.
I don't feel as though I'll ever find it.
I feel lost.