All my life, I've hated being judged. Whenever I get judged it's usually bad news. I know I'm not very pretty but like damn dude. No need to get silent. Could fake a compliment.
Like you like my freckles or some shiz. Although, today I woke up and looked at discord. I searched the search bar for comments in this server about me. Typed in my name and hit enter.
And there it was, comments about me. Someone said that I'm more fun that someone else. And that someone else is like my best friend. So in my head I was shocked and so damn proud.
Since I look up to her and wanna be like her. I find her to actually be the definition of perfection. And the thing is, 3 people disagreed. Herself included.
She said that he never talks in vc with her so he can't judge. And then this other chick says that my friend is better than me. And then another dude agrees with her.
I've literally tried changing so damn much, I just can't. It is literally so difficult to change your personality. I know she's better but y'all didn't have to actually say it.
Could've just kept it in VC or not say it at all. Thing is, I've never really talked to the chick. And she even had the audacity to type a "Ngl." I'm honestly quite annoyed.
Welp! I thought I've changed to a more fun and happy person but I guess not.