Dear former crush,
I never told you how much I liked you. I was too scared and never did. I admired you from afar yet talked to you often. Never exposing how much I truly like you.
You said I like you as a joke yet you knew not of how much I truly did like you. I'm not worthy of how amazing you are. And of how truly fun you are to be around.
I loved your voice and didn't care how you looked. You never showed your face yet I thought you were amazing. Cute even though I hadn't seen your face.
An image of how perfect and how you truly were a man which I'd visually love. You had not one but many qualities appearance wise and personality wise that I loved. Sarcastic and energetic.
Honest and caring. You shouldn't wonder why I fell for you. As I fell, I had no regrets. I liked you as you were. You are whom I admired for your special qualities.
Not whom you might pretend to be. And yet so many others noticed what I had noticed. I truly did like you but no more than they. As they and I shared our opinion.
I am of no competition to them and I have given up. Your innocent and purity is what made me love you. Your dirty jokes and huge ego made me fall more.
And it is my fault for thinking I can compete without knowing my competition.
From the one whom loved you from afar.