A year ago, I played Fortnite for hours on end. Meeting random people and just having fun with them. I stayed up late, laughing and kinda joyful.
Then one day I meet her sister in a squads fill match. We hit it off and she introduces me to her. And I end up hitting it off more so with her. And we kinds just became really good friends.
We would play together daily for hours. And just laugh, sometimes just silence but we had our fun. We eventually got into trolling with eachother. Which bought us closer.
We would troll for hours and hours in playground fill matches. It was honestly such a blast. And eventually, I invited her to a discord server I thought we would have fun trolling in.
And we just kinda trolled and had fun. They invited us to another server with more people and of course, we joined. They all obsessed about her.
Then again, who wouldn't? She's basically an idol. She's pretty, plays video games (Actually really good at video games), fun to be with, not toxic and is just an amazing person.
I kinda wanna be exactly like her. I'm kinda too energetic and awkward as freak so not a lot of people like me. And I just love being around her since she's just that amazing to be around.
She gets along with everyone in the server. At first, we couldn't do anything without eachother. If she was gonna 1v1 someone, I had to be there.
Or if she was in a vc, I had to be there as well. And I loved being that important to her. I act super sus inside the discord server but specifically to females only.
Since I'm female and flirting with other females if kinda fun to do. But not flirty flirting, it's weird and super duper super awkward/weird flirting. After a while, we become a bit distant.
She doesn't really like being in a vc with me anymore. Or she declines my invitations to play with her. She has told me that she's going through depression or something like that.
She doesn't really hang out with her irl friends. And I just don't know if she just doesn't wanna be friends anymore, wants a break or just I don't know. I really don't know what's up.
Maybe she thinks I'm boring? Annoying? Or even a bit too needy. I need some advice on how I should go by this. Do I ask her directly? I don't really play video games either anymore.
I usually just wait for her to accept but sometimes she doesn't all day until someone else asks. I just sit on my phone maybe watching anime, reading manga or playing episode.
And I've just been more dull than usual since I practically only play with her. And I do nothing all day, just sit in bed.