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In my heart I can feel this thing tugging at me. Memories, thoughts, and feelings became one. Thoughts of pain, What I’ve endured as the years progressed on, The wrongs I’ve done to deserve it, Only... It seems like I'm always looking for something. Even when I know there's nothing there I always have the urge to continue on. There is no spark or fiery passion burning between us yet I refuse to quit... You asked me why I do I lie. After everything I put you through you deserve the truth, so here it is. I'm afraid to be myself. I'm afraid to speak from my heart. There was a version of me that could ...