"Nostalgic Heartaches"
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jasonfisk
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I can smile because I know your happy And generally that makes me happy

"Nostalgic Heartaches"

I can smile because I know your happy

And generally that makes me happy

With no reason for me not to be

I saw a future in your eyes

And promise's in your smiles

It all always last long

Memories like stitches

To hold this heart together

They say time heals all wounds

Trust me I'm still a believer

Not one to naturally have faith

But we all believe in something

And I'll still sit here and wait

But I know that the open doors I keep

Are only to those that truely help me

Yet I'm still here on this couch

Staring at the TV singing songs

Watching random organized videos

Of things that make me feel sad

But it's not because here I am sad

I'm just trying to catch that moment

That moment of feeling happy

That moment of first love

That moment of I love you son

That moment of second love

That moment of I made this and im proud

That moment of third love

That moment of god what am I doing with my life?

That moment of actual true love!

That moment of I need to stop hurting

That moment of I need to live now

Forever free I am able to make the choice

The choice to relinquish myself

Yet here I am constantly reminding myself

That moment of feeling happy

That moment of love lost

That moment of I miss you

That moment of im trying and I failed

That moment of you were here and your gone

That moment of I'm doing something with my life but my efforts feel in vain

Im again reminded I'm human I am free!

The pressure I hold on my shoulders is my own choice

Well if that's the case why is it so damn hard sometimes to just be able to smile!

A simple answer flys off from the mouth of wise people I know

These people with names and titles such as best friends and family

Those that were there and still are then curve my way of thinking

I'm reminded how I myself and by those around me say depression sucks but I'm beating this with them together

And now I see

That moment of real happy

That moment of loving myself

That moment of I forgive you

That moment of it's going to be okay

That moment of you were gone but now were talking again and that's all I could ask for and thats all I want

This moment right here standing before you being more brave then I ever have been.

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