I met him and I instantly smiled.
My worries disappear.
I want to tell him already, but I feel my heart running a ten meter sprint ahead of me.
I slow myself down so I can breathe and enjoy our time together.
Our connection grow stronger every day, yet I'm still afraid to let him know.
Time flies by and I suddenly feel the nerve to tell him.
So I do.
He looks at me and smiles.
He let's me know what a good friend I am.
I feel my heart dissolving.
I dont seem him for a while.
Months pass and somehow,
I see him again, at a party...
With his beautiful girlfriend.
I smile at them both and grab a drink.
A toast to the happy couple and my two good friends.
My heart unable to feel anything else, left the party.
Left the man I had fallen for.
The party quickly died out, and I too made my way home.
I walk slowly, falling the trail of tears my heart made.
I may have walked away without true love.
But I left with a friend who still makes me instantly smile.