How Close am I
to losing you ?
The answer is
the first day I met you.
I knew no matter how well written the poem was
I would never lay by your side again.
Nothing I write can heal the wound inflicted
or close the distance.
Everyone in the room loves you
and I knew I never deserved to be there.
Your smile haunts me like a ghost
but I am alone.
Thinking about you smiling made me happy.
Though it dawned I was no longer the cause.
I'm glad you made me feel something.
I hope you felt something
But I mostly hope someone loves you
and I hope you love them.
At least someone's dream will be fulfilled.
I hope this isn't the last poem I write to you.