I think I have a problem And it’s not her fault she’s just the reward for relapsing. The strongest love can’t seem to save me long Cause when I sink into myself I hear her I see her I hate her I mourn over our past she’s a ghost who haunts my living life, my memories, those that don’t contain her.
My mind races A wet drop rolls down my face I’m in love True love A longing and worthy love I hate her I feel her 2:54 in the morning A single dial noise rings and I hang What did I do I was so good for months And to think so much can be lost in minutes.
I have to do better for Her. She sees me, She hears me, She looks to me. Why would she hurt me and leave me to agonize over a fast fleeting memory. Time to go to sleep Ivy