"How can you do this" he said as he loaded the gun.
Thinking of every word that has ever been said to him; all the pain coming back at once.
How is he to blame when it's not his fault?
How is it that he has been damned from the start?
Why can't anyone see that this life chose him?
He begins writing what his final breath will be, then he takes aim.
What a wasted life and a disappointment he is to the family. He thought they would love him no matter what.
Even though their sins result in death they are not looked down upon.
Even though their sins result in death they are not looked down upon. He is damned either way. Why not just end it?
With his final breath he whispers "forgive me for I have sinned," and then pulls the trigger.