God I am so wrapped up with You
consumed with every thought of You
How we started
how we ended
It frustrates me to no end
to think that You could be so "in love" yet when You left, being "friends" was perfectly fine
And how sad is it that all I want is to see You
to see You loose me
It's wrong of me to feel such a way
to want to see You fight for me, to want to hear You say one last time that you'd never want to loose me
But that's not You
You would never bring yourself to that kind of vulnerability. Just like I wouldn't. But if I knew there was a chance...
And now all I want is to find someone new
to distract me from You
but at the same time,
I don't want to meet anyone.
I don't want to fall once again
like I did with You
You surround my thoughts and
God I hate what You have done to me.
You're so selfish
You're so unaware
And I am so foolish to believe that You would ever come back
But it's okay.
It's better this way
Because one day I will stop wondering about You.
I'll start focusing on something new
And maybe find someone better treating than You