I scream for help.
Yet in my time of most need,
I hear but nothing.
Nothing consoling my broken heart.
Nothing replacing the irreplaceable.
My rock, my hero, myself.
A cocktail of 1 part strength and 2 parts music,
Shared among two souls of which one has been released.
From the human shell I plead and bargain,
my thoughts have never been so loud.
Oh, God, why cant you help me?
Is our suffering a game?
I beg of you, if you cannot spare a life,
watch over what you have taken from me.