Masculinity /noun/ i) Thin arms, bruised shin, bleeding nose, watery eyes, skeletal body. A pale beaten boy in the corner of room saying to himself "It all will be fine."
ii) Scars on your arm that you wear like ornaments.
iii) I hope you know, boys cry too and so does men.
iv) The first time when I told my mother "I don't want to end up like father."