i don't think i prepare myself enough for these moments
to put it simply
have to leave.
maybe my head is just turning circles
but it looks and feels the exact same as last time.
everyone has the same torn expression
i'm sure my face wears it too.
the onslaught of emotions are far too overwhelming
i know if i speak then i won't be able to control myself
so i guess i'll skip that part and cry for now.