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I’ve begun to question my sanity. I notice at nights I sit infront of my mirror and practice my emotions. My reactions..

where the fuck did reality go

I’ve begun to question my sanity.

I notice at nights I sit infront of my mirror and practice my emotions. My reactions..

So when it’s time to express them I’ve already got the perfect face.

Shock.

I practice my laugh. My smile.

Betrayal.

I practice tearing up.

Pain.

I talk to my reflection in a fantasy land.. today I was telling myself a story of all the places I’ve travelled... but I’ve never been there.

Is there something wrong with me?

It’s unfolding all around me like a terrible movie.

I’m the main character

The people around me aren’t real, they’re in my imagination

I have spent so much time in my head dotting my I’s with hearts and ......

What the fuck is my life?

What do I have to show for myself? Is any of it even true to how I experienced it?

Have I just let myself believe I live a life full of love or... have the flowers simply died and I’m looking at their dried ashes singing “what a wonderful garden I have..”

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