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Lost you but I found me.

Jacks

by greenspace

I fell and I've been down here for a while.

But I've done a lot since You.

I drove over 2000 miles in a week. I went from coastline to coastline to see how the water moved.

I found new places and sang different songs.

I drove to the CN tower one Tuesday night at 11 pm.

I've always wanted to do that, and I did. I was standing on the edge of a cliff looking over the moon on the water and said "I wonder what this looks like in Toronto" so I went to find out.

I walked down the street spinning looking at the towering buildings saying to myself "TORONTO. I AM IN FUCKING TORONTO" hahahaha

I used my purse as a pillow on a ledge under the tower smoking a cigarette laughing to myself. I watched the trains pull in.

I walked around the block smoking and laughing and a single thought came into my mind "I can be happy without him, look. I can feel that rush, that excitement again, without him."

I don't need You to feel happy or excited.

Then I started doing drugs. The same excitement came and I said to myself "SEE. I DON'T NEED HIM TO FEEL THIS WAY."

And then I had a one night stand.

And then I failed my assignment.

And then I saw you again.

I had 7 more beers.

But it's okay because I'm back to normal. Dog days are over. I bought 10 pounds of clay and made an ash tray like yours because I loved that little flower pot.

I feel like me again.

I gained 10 pounds and I feel okay.

But I've done a lot since you.

I drove over 2000 miles.

Fucked someone else.

Snorted some shit.

Found myself.

That's what I did.

I found myself, again.

And let me tell you.. she's one hell of a fucking woman.

I'm glad I met you.

In the process of losing you I met someone better.

Me.

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