What I Wish I'd Said
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ginger_night Walk into the sea.
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This, is a letter to Apex... What I wish I'd told her...

What I Wish I'd Said

I wish I told her that she gave me suicidal thoughts.

I wish I told her that I hate her with everything I have.

I wish I told her that I wanted to die to make her feel like a terrible person.

I wish I told her that she deserved it.

I wish I told her that I hate myself.

I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.

I wish I told her that it didn't matter.

I wish I told her that if I hadn't someone else would have.

I wish I told her that I didn't have a choice.

I wish I told her that I felt bad.

I wish I told her that her Mother scares me.

I wish I told her that she's impossible to hate.

I wish I told her that she gave me Depression.

I wish I told her that she gave me OCD of Intrusive Thoughts.

I wish I told her that we could've been friends... If not for her.

I wish I told her that I wanted it to end.

GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!

YOU RUINED MY LIFE! YOU RUINED MY LIFE! YOU RUINED MY LIFE! YOU RUINED MY LIFE!

I AM WHO I AM NOW BECAUSE OF YOU! I AM WHO I AM NOW BECAUSE OF YOU!

Don't think that I will ever forgive you Apex.

I didn't want you to forgive me anyway.

I didn't deserve it.

I wanted you to feel terrible.

YOU RUINED MY LIFE!

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