WHY? (you probably shouldn't start reading this if you get discouraged easily) Note: Most writings will have "()" / Poems won't.
WHY?




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DON'T READ IT IF YOU GET DISCOURAGED EASILY. a bit about me + thoughts. it's long, so feel free to NOT read it. it is just me rattling way.

WHY? (you probably shouldn't start reading this if you get discouraged easily) Note: Most writings will have "()" / Poems won't.

why do I write here?

not my English Essay.

nor my History Paper.

nor my Science CER?

and not my Math Pro-o--

khem.

well, that doesn't really

matter, does it?

writing is tough.

no, that's not true,

it's creativity

that's hard to come by.

and if you're like me,

with only some vocab

and are bad at memorizing them,

then when could creativity strike?

I envy those with creative minds,

methodical thoughts, and great knowledge.

and 'why?' you ask,

'why don't you strive for such yourself?'

you shouldn't have asked such a question.

... since i haven't even asked myself that yet.

no, just not willing to.

I am your run of the mill ... couch potato.

maybe a bed bug.

that laid fat there for...

a year.

mentally indolent?

3 years

um,

that should have been my entire life.

anyways, I couldn't adjust,

so I needed a place -

to vent.

to relax.

a stimulation.

a boost.

something that keeps me

going,

working.

I can't always just read and

play video games, can I?

they make my mood

even worse. Afterwards, that is.

I mean, it's like waking

from a dream. a fairyland.

don't you all feel as such

after doing your dreams,

relaxing in your own way,

playing with friends,

and etc

only to be woken up by

the cold hard reality

as you walk through

your front door?

or maybe the back,

as to continue hiding?

going back on topic,

(although I can't say I can vent here)

whatever I write is

read.

shared.

...liked.

-maybe not.

this is something new to me,

but also something exciting,

as it wouldn't disappear

the instant I close my screen.

It's at least an progress to step out

of my comfort zone, right?

my mind is a dumpster of ideas

and tangled phrases.

from not talking.

not socializing.

and not even having ...

... a social media account.

well, I actually do,

but it was a shame...

that my cousins were the ones

who made it.

and then they

tossed

IT

at

ME

when they grew tired of it.

so i'm here.

here to experience.

to share.

to learn.

(and to feel a bit better about myself)

:)

(There was NOT really a purpose in writing this, so take it however you want) - this is not edited, and I probably won't come back to this

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