I don't know what gray is. I never did. It's either black or white.
It's either sadness or happiness.
It's either colorful or pale.
There's no such thing as balance for me. It's either all or nothing.
And it's hard this way. To never actually know what happens next.
Am I going to be happy? Or am I going to break down all of a sudden?
Am I going to be brave? Or am I going to be gutless?
I am not able to mix gray out of the colors on my palette. I don't know how.
I know it should be easy. A little bit of black and a little bit of white - Voilá.
But I guess I'm just not good with colors. It's either black or white.