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fantadreamworld
fantadreamworld Bye, I will check in sometimes
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To be clear, this is a poem not me discussing my feelings because there wouldn’t be enough paper in the world for me to do so, ooo ima use that!

Angry

Angry but never at you

Angry at my own incompetence

Angry that around certain people

Angry that around certain people I bloom like a flower

Angry that around certain people I bloom like a flower Dear, there isn’t many people

Angry that around certain people I bloom like a flower Dear, there isn’t many people In this world

Angry that around certain people I bloom like a flower Dear, there isn’t many people In this world who know how to make me laugh

Angry that around certain people I bloom like a flower Dear, there isn’t many people In this world who know how to make me laugh and how to make me cry

Angry that around certain people I bloom like a flower Dear, there isn’t many people In this world who know how to make me laugh and how to make me cry like you do.

Angry

Angry I am so easy to manipulate

Angry

Angry that I trust too easy

Angry that I can't tell people a simple sentence about my past

Angry that I can't tell people a simple sentence about my past without crying

Angry

Angry that I keep remembering

Angry that I keep remembering the memories I am trying to forget

Angry

Angry that I have lost many battles by giving up

Angry

Angry that I turn away any good offer to help my future

Angry

Angry that I am so broken that I can't even stand

Angry

Angry that I waste my life away

Angry that I waste my life away playing video games

Angry

Angry that I am friends with the wrong people

Angry

Angry that I have lost all the hope

Angry that I have lost all the hope and I believe my life will never change

Angry that there isn't enough paper in the world

Angry that there isn't enough paper in the world to write my emotions down

Angry

Angry that it's so hard to smile and say your fine

Because as soon as you tell people about your past

Because as soon as you tell people about your past they will go

People just keep judging me

I really just want to die

I really just want to die but there are only few people

I really just want to die but there are only few people who keep me here

If some people I know didn't exist

If some people I know didn't exist then I wouldn't either

I feel like I am failing

I feel like everything I do is judged

I feel like nothing will ever change

I tell people that I know nothing will ever change

I tell people that I know nothing will ever change and yet

I tell people that I know nothing will ever change and yet they promise me it will change

If that's so true

Why won't it happen? Why do I have to wait so long for something

Is it something amazing? Is there something I have to prove?

I haven't given up yet.

Hasn't that proven enough?

It's so tiring getting up everyday and doing the same thing

It's so tiring wanting something I know will never happen.

Fairytales aren't real

You don't have a prince charming waiting for you.

My grades are dropping In school

My grades are dropping In school I have stopped taking care of myself.

My grades are dropping In school I have stopped taking care of myself. I have stopped eating and sleeping

My grades are dropping In school I have stopped taking care of myself. I have stopped eating and sleeping Because I am shutting down slowly but surely

And I know what your saying

It's my fault not yours that I can't take care of myself.

It's my fault not yours that I can't take care of myself. And honestly...

I have never blamed my issues on someone else.

I have never blamed my issues on someone else. I have never discouraged someone

I have never blamed my issues on someone else. I have never discouraged someone I have never told someone that your dreams won't come true.

I won't

I will let you figure life out on your own.

I won't stop someone

I won't stop someone from believing life is good

I won't stop someone from believing life is good the way I did to myself

I won't stop someone from believing life is good the way I did to myself the way everyone did.

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