No matter where I go or what I do,
My shadow is always with me.
No matter how I act or how I respond,
My shadow always makes the situations worse.
Even though I try my hardest,
I get nowhere,
Even though I am the best I can be,
I stay still and I can't seem to find my direct path.
My shadow taunts me,
My shadow hates me,
My shadow curses me,
My shadow blames me.
I've got the real problems that nobody can solve,
Lord Heavens Above,
I'm only human,
Why does my shadow do this to me so?
Even with all my strength,
My past haunts me, My future teases me,
My shadow allures me,
But don't put the blame on me acting the way I do.
My shadow is my demon,
My shadow is my angel,
My shadow controls me fully,
My shadow doesn't hold back.
I'm no Prophet,
But I can tell you my future without hesitating,
And it doesn't look good,
My shadow will take over me, I will become a monster.
I am already turning,
I am already fascinating,
I am already different,
My shadow is not stopping, Even when I beg it to.
I'm sorry to all of you who have to see me like this,
I wish it was different.