Am I sad?
I'm never sad.
If I was sad I would have said so.
I would tell you whats wrong and let somebody help me be happy.
But im not sad.
It's far worse than that.
Im depressed to the point where im hurting myself physically and mentally.
To the point that if I told you I was depressed you'd put me in an asylum.
Depressed past the point where my body aches to be alive.
I'm at the point where everything hurts.
The point where I cant tell you because it hurts for my closest friends to know.
I'm not sad.