I just wanted to fit in, in every single place. Just too feel wanted
Every school I went too, I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
I would crack jokes in hope that I would be accepted, but never was.
People would laugh at every single joke I crack, and tell me "you're so funny man, you should be a comedian"
But unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown.
And now I'm starting to lose my sense of humour, everything is just so tense and gloomy.
Now I'm starting to feel distant again, so this is my attempt to vent.
See I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you, and blend in with the rest of the room.
So why am I so different? I've tried all there is to try,
I took my bruises, took my lumps, but this time I fell down...
and I can't get back up.
So now my tears... The tears of the clown, will only be heard in the background when no one is around...