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emycah12
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killer memories

Moments.

I have these moments when I'm fine,

I do good in school and maintain a decent social life.

and then I have days like today

where

I feel cold to my bones

and

the thought of being too close to another person

makes me dizzy.

its just that every time I close my eyes

there is a dark picture to greet me.

its my mom leaving

with my brother on her hip

and

my sisters hand in hers.

its my dad telling me,

"You shouldn't eat so much"

because boys don't love fat girls.

its the boy

who thought my being drunk was an invitation

and

leaving purple bruises to blossom on my skin

when he realized it wasn't.

its the first boy I ever loved

leaving me

to find him soaked in blood.

his last words cut deeper than I ever could.

its looking down at my hand

expecting

to see the engagement ring you bought me

only to remember its sitting at the bottom of a lake,

and youre with the wedding planner.

its not trusting myself or anyone else.

I have these moments

when I'm fine.

but I think its safe to say,

that I am so far from okay.

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