I wake up with a smile on my face
Only for you to wash it away.
I push on throughout the day,
Hoping these feelings will go away.
What have I done to deserve no trust,
All I really want is your lust.
As you lay avoiding me, I am trapped in the raging seas.
Never knowing what will be right, for the fear it will cause a fight.
I have once broke free, from these chains that contain me.
One more dive into the tainted water, only to find its even darker.
Sometimes I feel I can see the light, but why can I not just finish this fight.
Trapped in this darkness is becoming my life, If only I had the strength to fight.
Your touch, your breath, and your words all disgust me. But I will lay my head down and close my eyes. Hoping tomorrow will bring a better site.
I wake up with a smile on my face, only for you to wash it away.
- Emma Jay