Did you ever love me?
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edengraceti'm just a writer
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I guess you never loved me.

Did you ever love me?

by edengracet

There is one question I ask myself over and over

Did you ever love me? You would whisper it to me as we laid in bed, or as I left for work,. But now I wonder, did you ever love me?

I used to think that there was no way you didn't love me

But then I saw you with her. You looked so happy. It had only been a week. I was still in the "eat ice cream in my pj's" stage of a breakup.

I used to think she was just a rebound

Until it was six months later, and people were tagging you as #couplegoals. Then I started to wonder if you loved me, how could you move on so fast?

Then I saw the ring

I saw the I said yes!!!" caption and I had to wonder why wasn't I the one posting about a beautiful ring, and the wonderful​ man who gave it to be

Then I got drunk alone and texted you

Did you ever love me? I texted staring at the gray bubble, waiting for a reply

Two weeks later​ you texted me back

"No" then "Please don't text me again​"

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bluntpoetI am the weirdo smelling books' pages
a year agoReply
Incredible work... how you described the feeling of not being loved... I almost cried! Things will get better, if they haven't already gotten better. Keep being strong and writing amazing poetry!

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a year agoReply
@shana Thank you. I'm sorry if something​ like this ever happened to you.

edengraceti'm just a writer
a year agoReply
@shana aww, thank you.

shanaCommunity member
a year agoReply
wowwww this hit so close to heart. this is an amazing post and i hope you feel better

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a year agoReply
@bernardtwindwil Thank you for your compliments!

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a year agoReply
@sreisaat I'm sorry that you're going through this too. It means a lot that you love me. I really hope things get better for you soon

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a year agoReply
My God, I'm crying so hard.... I'm going through this too. Even if this means nothing to you.... I want you to know I love u. I have to believe that I can be loved too.

bernardtwindwilGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
a year agoReply
Wow, you really let it all hang out here. This was raw and descriptive. Your ability​ to put the hurt into words is fantastic.