MAYBE I WASN'T TRYING AT ALL

maybe this isn't really the best I can give.

maybe this isn't really the best I can give. maybe I'm just telling myself that I'm trying everything I can just to make me feel light.

maybe this isn't really the best I can give. maybe I'm just telling myself that I'm trying everything I can just to make me feel light. maybe I didn't really try to move forward.

maybe I didn't really try to forget you or even forgive you.

maybe I didn't really try to forget you or even forgive you. maybe I didn't really try to stay away from you and let you go.

maybe I didn't really try to forget you or even forgive you. maybe I didn't really try to stay away from you and let you go. because maybe, a part of me is still hoping that you will come back,

maybe I didn't really try to forget you or even forgive you. maybe I didn't really try to stay away from you and let you go. because maybe, a part of me is still hoping that you will come back, that maybe, after all these time, you will still choose me

and maybe that's why letting you go isn't easy.