The clock inside my head
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The clock inside my head hides me from the clock of reality
Part two of my story as the Dark Goddess
My father started to abuse me at age 5 and continues too.

The clock inside my head

11:58 the clock reads...

11:58 the clock reads... Ticking back and forth

Getting louder and louder in my head

Getting louder and louder in my head Minute after minute slipping me into a trance

Once the clock strikes 12 everything slips back into reality

The loud notice awakens me from my daydream

The loud notice awakens me from my daydream The daydream that everything's okay

The world falls back into place

The white walls of the room build themselves

The police officer regaining her shape

The water on my cheeks became cold again

“This is your father”

“This is your father” “You’ll be living with him for now on”

I stared into the girl's deep green crystal eyes

“When do I get to see my mommy?”

“Honey your mommy is in jail.”

That’s when the cold feeling set in me

It was like winter came early and found its home in my heart

Looking into my father's eyes for the first time

Looking into my father's eyes for the first time ....Seeing nothing but anger

I was scared

Like a little ant faced up against the ocean

Little Did I know I was the ant

Little Did I know I was the ant ..........

Little Did I know I was the ant .......... And the ocean filled with whiskey bubbles

When the clock in my head struck two I awakened

In a new bed

Only not awaking to a family I had nothing to do with

But a family that remains mine

Not awakening to pitiful hugs

But to the bruises that still tingle

Red marks that need to be hidden

I hide them by the makeup I know will be gone later

Washed away from the rivers of youth

The river of happiness rushing down my face changing into colors

Colors of black and blue

Colors of black and blue ....

Colors of black and blue .... Colors of red and pink

When the clock sticks 10 its time to sleep and do it again…

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