This is not meant to be a poem
This is not meant to be a story
This is meant to be a Statement
A statement that not only reflects my Opinion.
I really ... REALLY wanted to write about something else but...
I need to get this out of my system
It poisons me and my thoughts more than I expected
I can't do anything if I don't get rid of this
13 Reasons why Is not AND UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES
A GOOD SERIES.
yes it got its fans
and it's weirdly praised
but it's not good.
as someone who went through almost everything that was portrayed in this series.
and yes, even as I Male I got Raped by one of my best friends at this time.
and similarly abused as a child by someone I trusted back then
As someone who went through these types of things
IS THIS SERIES AN INSULT
like a personal attack
cause I never really got over those things
I never really saw any reason in my life
I NEVER had someone that I truly trusted
and yet I'm still alive
25 years old.
writing the "molesting part" down for the first time.
and I never went through so much god damn trouble
just to mess with someone in order to be dead at this time.
This series makes everything looks like it's ok
or even Romantic
to kill yourself and leave everything in shambles then you went through those.
And no this is not just about this series
this is about everything
that is romanticizing going through this stuff for some reason.
I understand that some might live through that stuff and try to handle it that way
but it's not at all beautiful
not all romantic
It's not even at all wishable
having Psychological issues
like in my case, Suicidal thoughts and depression
just to name a few.
IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE
IT'S NOT GREAT
AND THE ONLY PEOPLE I WISH THAT
ARE MY GREATEST ENEMIES
Yeah I listen to a lot of great songs about it
from people who live with similar issues like me
if I ever would make a song about that
I'd like to make it more and more distorted to the end
just like I wrote one of my poems
Cause I don't want you to enjoy this to the end
I want you to empathize
I want you to understand
IT'S NOT PRETTY
IT'S NOT BEAUTIFULL
IT'S NOT FUCKING FUN
to go through this
and if you still don't get it
I wish you get what you want.
The Issues I never asked for
and which will never leave me
to come back to the series I Mentioned
do you want to know what my greatest disappointment was then I watched it?
The moment then the boy was about to shoot everybody in this school
and got stopped
as someone who went through all this shit.
Him creating a School massacre
would've been the Best ending that series could've had.
Thanks for your time
and I hope you understand me