First and foremost I'm okay, really I am
but at the same time I'm also not...
so to put the whole pros and metaphors aside
I honestly just don't feel love anymore,
I've had my heart kicked in it's proverbial ass
too many times, and I've realized brutally
that love and feelings don't matter at the end of the day
to anybody, because others won't bat an eyelash at how you feel
so I feel like that emotion has just shut off
and I just can't pull myself to love anyone
or really to even hold on to any sort of emotion like that
because honestly I don't feel like anyone would care
and am I probably screwed in the head?
yeah... do I need psychiatric help?
probably... but I just feel bad
for anyone who wants a Valentine on the 14th...