Decaying Thoughts
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darklyloved
darklyloved A Delicately Chaotic Mess
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My decaying thoughts are festering now.

Decaying Thoughts

Personally,

Personally, I would like to blame you,

Personally, I would like to blame you, For allowing these thoughts to fester and develop

Personally, I would like to blame you, For allowing these thoughts to fester and develop For dismissing my worries as a silly joke

Personally, I would like to blame you, For allowing these thoughts to fester and develop For dismissing my worries as a silly joke For forcing me to lie to myself every day, to say I'm OK

Except I know-

Except I know- The only one to blame is me.

Except I know- The only one to blame is me. Especially since you're a figment of my imagination.

Except I know- The only one to blame is me. Especially since you're a figment of my imagination. Well, that's what you told me anyway.

And all along, you told me that I created you,

And all along, you told me that I created you, In order to deceive myself,

And all along, you told me that I created you, In order to deceive myself, And lessen the blame on my already heavy heart.

But like usual.

But like usual. You faded away.

But like usual. You faded away. And stranded me with my own decaying thoughts.

And like usual.

And like usual. I will avoid the blame.

And like usual. I will avoid the blame. Create a new lover.

And like usual. I will avoid the blame. Create a new lover. And blame it on them.

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