Habits Are Hard to Break
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ctherese
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"Attacked with the thoughts that don't allow me to sleep"

Habits Are Hard to Break

by: ctherese

Night after night I lay in this bed.

Night after night I lay in this bed. The faint light creeps through the gap in my curtains

Night after night I lay in this bed. The faint light creeps through the gap in my curtains While I’m tangled in my cold blue sheets

Night after night I lay in this bed. The faint light creeps through the gap in my curtains While I’m tangled in my cold blue sheets Attacked with the thoughts that don’t allow me to sleep.

Night after night I lay in this bed. The faint light creeps through the gap in my curtains While I’m tangled in my cold blue sheets Attacked with the thoughts that don’t allow me to sleep. The dark room remains the same for hours as I stare at my ceiling,

Night after night I lay in this bed. The faint light creeps through the gap in my curtains While I’m tangled in my cold blue sheets Attacked with the thoughts that don’t allow me to sleep. The dark room remains the same for hours as I stare at my ceiling, Listening to the same playlist on repeat.

Every day I tell myself I’m over you,

Every day I tell myself I’m over you, But every night tells me the opposite story.

Every day I tell myself I’m over you, But every night tells me the opposite story. Desperately wanting sleep,

Every day I tell myself I’m over you, But every night tells me the opposite story. Desperately wanting sleep, Trying anything to divert my mind.

Every day I tell myself I’m over you, But every night tells me the opposite story. Desperately wanting sleep, Trying anything to divert my mind. It comes back to you.

Although the source of my discomfort,

Although the source of my discomfort, The thought of you with me still brings me comfort.

Although the source of my discomfort, The thought of you with me still brings me comfort. Back and forth in my mind,

Although the source of my discomfort, The thought of you with me still brings me comfort. Back and forth in my mind, Telling you to go away,

Although the source of my discomfort, The thought of you with me still brings me comfort. Back and forth in my mind, Telling you to go away, Then begging you to stay.

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you,

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you, But somehow you continue to haunt this empty room.

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you, But somehow you continue to haunt this empty room. You don’t think of me,

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you, But somehow you continue to haunt this empty room. You don’t think of me, And I wish I didn’t think of you.

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you, But somehow you continue to haunt this empty room. You don’t think of me, And I wish I didn’t think of you. Although the grief of you leaving has faded,

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you, But somehow you continue to haunt this empty room. You don’t think of me, And I wish I didn’t think of you. Although the grief of you leaving has faded, The habit of this nightly routine remains.

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you, But somehow you continue to haunt this empty room. You don’t think of me, And I wish I didn’t think of you. Although the grief of you leaving has faded, The habit of this nightly routine remains. I’ve let you go,

I thought by now my thoughts would show no trace of you, But somehow you continue to haunt this empty room. You don’t think of me, And I wish I didn’t think of you. Although the grief of you leaving has faded, The habit of this nightly routine remains. I’ve let you go, But my mind doesn’t seem to know how to.

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