Dear ________________ .

Dear ________________ . curse stories
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crimsondeeds
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I am really blessed to have a family, but then like every rose has its thorns so does it, I never thought I would ever be writing a poem based on the negative side of my family but I was at my limit and needed to let it out.
My relationship with each of my family members is a very precarious one. I have countless time had to act fake, and in the process I am afraid of losing my true self but just to keep this broken family held together as long as I can I go with the flow.

Dear ________________ .

Dear Dad,

I ask forgiveness

Because I believe I cannot meet

With your expectations anymore.

I'm sorry to let you know

That all this while you have been

Appreciating a non existing personality.

You would be deeply hurt to have seen

The real me never showed up.

Constantly lying and faking

Just for your recognition and consideration.

Dear Mom,

I wished you would have looked at me a little more.

You cared for me enough,

From my needs as a helpless toddler

To a baby in your eyes even of age 20.

But I wouldn't be wrong if I blamed you

For my twisted personality.

I wished you would appreciate my picture I drew as a toddler.

I wished I could burn that phone of yours, that had a greater value in your life.

In the end I craved for your approval of my talents, which now have no meaning to you.

Dear Elder Sister,

You were right, the way you looked down at me.

True you believed I sucked at everything I did.

From daily life chores to subjects that seemed complicated.

I still won't forget how you underestimated me with every step I took.

You knew I was fake, but you thought that was me.

It will hurt to let you know, my admiration for you has turned into hatred.

Crushing and throwing me to the same start which took me long to reach high. .

Dimming the passion I had to move forward and achieve what I wish for.

Dear Younger Sister,

Daddy appreciated me

But little did he know it wasn't the real me.

He praised and asked you to take me as a role model.

It wasn't your first time hearing about me.

You knew most of the billion colors of me.

And now you despise me to an incurable level.

Cussing sometimes verbally, always at heart.

You comforted me in harsh times.

But deep down I knew, you couldn't stand my sight

Now you say I am nothing but self obsessed

But I won't deny I rather am self conscious.

Dear Brother,

You are still too young to corrupt

An innocent blooming flower

But I'm afraid your light may vanish soon

You may develop feelings harmful to your own soul than any.

And then you may also want to eradicate me .

I won't blame you, but I want to warn you .

You matter to me, so never reflect me.

You are dear to me, so never replicate me.

Forget my existence if it meant to save you.

END

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