What I Hate About Myself
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The one thing I hate about myself, is that I have no filter.

What I Hate About Myself

The one thing I hate about myself, is that I have no filter.

I don't think about the things I say. But then again, I do.

I don't mean the bad things I say, I promise.

It's just I have a shell around my heart.

So I scare people away by the weird things I say.

Because I'm scared of letting anyone know the real me.

Because I know they will eventually get tired of me, and leave me behind. Everyone else does.

And at the end of the day, I curse at myself. For even saying that stupid comment.

I guess the only friends I have, don't even check up on me.

I guess the only people who understand the real me, are the characters I made up inside my head.

And they're not even fucking real. Or the ones living a thousand miles away.

I have so many thoughts in my head. "Like why am I writing this poem?" "It's stupid." "Or why do I have to say that?"

Maybe the shell that is holding my heart is getting tighter by the year. Until eventually, there is nothing protecting it anymore.

I just wanted to say, that I apologize for the people I hurt. I promise I don't mean the bad things I say.

I'm terrified of getting close to people.

But I'm trying to get better. Day by day. Which is pretty great if I say so myself.

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