I cannot wait for the time when
my mind is clear from thoughts of you
clearer than the waters in some far-off country
that we planned to visit but never did.
and that's fine
I'll find someone else to visit all these places with
someone less fickle, that actually cares.
someone that won't take advantage of my heart
and I get that it's heavy, but it's not here to keep you grounded.
and I'll find someone who's real because my mom's right -
I can't fall in love with the sound of a dial tone.